Tears turn to
cannot be bothered
by your silly
histrionics.
A forgotten article
of their clothing
finds its way
into the Goodwill bin
without a thought:
Owed money
becomes a write off.
The ability to conjure
dopaminergic joy
needs more
and more
coaxing. And
your definition of love
evolves into something
you once thought sad
and slightly depressive,
but now it provides
a similar relief
as cancelled plans.